Frightening. Upsetting, Frustrating. Horrible. Unprofessional. Harmful. Weak. Disconcerting. Faithless. Abusive. Wrong. Poor. Disconnected. Unable. Weak. Heartbreaking. Sad. Exploitive. Unspoken. Hurtful. Silent. Ignorant. Disingenuous. Powerful. Complicated. Ruined. Untrustworthy.
I wish I could say more.
I can say this. I have the most amazing Dr. who has gone over above and beyond to enlighten us about something affecting our lives to a great degree. And it is something that is non medical. I don’t know if things will be able to be repaired. It makes me so upset. It has been a great point of frustration for years now. If it weren’t for his diligence and amazing connections we’d have never really known or understood that our frustrations were well founded.
I never knew that I could do anything about it. I hate being so naive about complicated issues. I hate that those who have this knowledge aren’t willing to do something to fix it. At least we now know. I hope something can be done. I pray that something can be fixed.
I am sorry to not be able to share this with you. I can’t share, at least not right now.
If you pray, please pray that this situation can have a fresh start with fresh eyes and be resolved in a professional and expedient manner.
I will be alright. I’d rather know than not know. I’d rather face things knowing what I am dealing with than being in the dark.