My mini Miricle day, today. I was able to clean the house! Don’t know that’s what I should have been doing, but it is driving me nUTZZZZZZZZZZZ My friend B and two twin toddlers came over, my dad is staying over… … The house was dirty dusty and has been a wreck for way to long for any person to handle… Ok, for me to handle… funny I am sure for those of you who grew up with me…
But when you look at these things day in and out pretty soon things start to drive you wonkey! I had the energy today, don’t know why because I couldn’t sleep last night, and here I sit again tonight wide awake typing this…
I was up at 3 and sewing for something to do, I hand repaired a pair of work out pants. That took until about 6 am when Jason left for work. I then went back and slept til 8… got up and started cleaning things. I really didn’t plan on going cleaning crazy, but as I finished one thing I would then start another. My friend arrived with her twins… I felt good. They could play, and she didn’t chase them around cleaning them up. Whew! We could actually have a conversation! Not much of one mind you toddlers are a hand full, and twins in a non child home.. well you get the picture.
After they went home, I watched the rest of the game… not that it turned out the way all of us here wanted it to. But hey. I relaxed. Then I couldn’t take it anymore. My room was the worst of them all, clothes piled, dog hair, unorganized yuck!… It is so much better now.
Lately I have also discovered that I am allergic to something. What I am not sure… I thought that by getting things cleaner that would help.. But I didn’t do the fan, the windows are still open, the dust on the top of everything is still there, and I am sure the sheets on our bed could use washing.. not to mention everything else I didn’t get done… but hey! I had a REALLY GREAT DAY! I got some thing done! WOOT!
My dad whom I see rarely, hopefully won’t be miserable while staying here either. I say that because he is also allergic to things as well.
I have a feeling in the future that won’t be happening much either.. I think I am a downer.
Life is so weird.…
Well, someday, I hope this is all resolved in a better way than it is now. I am working toward that anyway. Looking for more Miracle Days for me! I’ve got lots I want to do.. and to my therapist.. sorry I broke the rules, but as I am married and my hubby has only been home minimal amounts of time…. someone has to do these things, because it isn’t healthy either!
Oh, I am getting sleepy… Now if Only I could breathe…
blessings and hopefully some zzzzzzzzz’s!
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