Well it has been a while since I last posted. My body is still not at all happy. This is what I get for trying to do more I suppose. It is so nice outside I want to be up moving around. Problem is, if I do I need more medication, the more I move the more medication. Then even when I stop moving I am still needing more medication for days for my body to recover. I am so frustrated!!!!
I have not been writing much. I have not been around a lap top to write with. Sitting at a computer at a desk does not happen much and does not happen for long.
This post is in my bed and with Jason's laptop. Glad he lets me use it. It won't be a long post. I was informed that I had not written in a while. I don't feel much like moving let alone examining how I feel.
I am medicated. I may soon be more medicated. Yesterday I was so medicated I felt sick from being so medicated. Nausea.... Pain..... funny vision....
Well I have the pain and funny vision today. can't tell you how happy I am about this. I am just going to sit here and go back to my stupor.
My husband and friends have been great. I will just say that. This whole time has not been completely unproductive or horrible there have been some very nice moments. I am however::: WoW --- feeling the pain. I just want to shut it all off. If it were warmer, I would go lay in the sun and forget about it all.
And sorry no pictures. Can't think about doing that right now. I'll be back soon I am sure. I did get my injections rescheduled. I think. I know I called them, I just can't remember when. I should stop writing so I don't feel any worse about myself.
Life will be better soon. Meantime I am not moving!