Some days all I can think of is eating. Even though I am so not hungry. I think it is an emotional attachment to food. Not a practical one. It is amusing me tonight as I write.
I have had my shake and my bar today, as well as a MONSTER bowl of chili soup! Which was magnificent! But I did a bad thing and ate it while I was doing something else instead of sit and just enjoy the soup. I think that helps me.
I realize that I am not actually hungry. In fact it is not even a conscious thing but something going on unconsciously. If I had a bowl of anything sitting near me right now I would eat it all and feel so so sick. My tummy is actually so full it is aching.
But maybe after a bit I can have a spoonful of the chocolate ice cream that has been calling my name. Or is it the peanut butter.... or those freshly picked strawberries.... ????
Decisions decisions.. maybe I just need a larger spoon?
A little dab will usually do me!
I've got to get the photographs under control. I miss posting the cool pictures we've been taking!
Soon, I will figure this all out again! I promise. No where is that spoon! Hee Hee!!